Look into my eyes, you will see What you mean to me Search your heart, search your soul And when you find me there, you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth trying for You can't tell me it's not worth dying for You know it's true Everything I do, I do it for you Look into your heart, you will find There's nothing there to hide Take me as I am, take my life I would give it all, I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for I can't help it, there's nothing I want more You know it's true Everything I do, I do it for you, oh yeah There's no love like your love And no other could give more love There's nowhere unless you're there All the time, all the way, yeah Look into your heart, babe Oh yeah Ohh, you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it, there's nothing I want more Yeah, I would fight for you I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you Yeah, I'd die for you You know it's true Everything I do, oh I do it for you Everything I do, darling Yeah, we'll see it through Oh, we'll see it through, oh yeah Yeah Look into your heart You can't tell me it ain't worth dyin' for I'll be there
The title is exact thing that I do because you love someone & you will do anything for the woman you love, here is the story.
Her name is Joanne (not her real name) she is a single mom, met her thru OLX 2011 & we communicate later in facebook till the time we met each other for a dinner in Max Malolos. She is beautiful & sexy & very kind every man would like to be with her single mom or not. Skipping one month of ligawan we become bf gf relationship. She is renting an apartment that time & still dont know if the father of her daughter is still shouldering the expenses. They are separated already since the guy have a family in the USA & she did'nt know till time she got pregnant. It devastated her personally but since the guy have money he was able to manuever easily without being hated by Joanna's family for lying in short arriving from USA they still become husband & wife.
Skipping more months till the time of birth where they are separated already (according to her) she have another suitor from Pampanga who love her so much they become bf gf while she is pregnant with the first (hard to blame the girl for as she say she is in love again while pregnant). From what she say they separate again with the 2nd guy when i think Joanna met his family & from then the guy ignore him for so long so it means his family is not in favor for Joanna. She is devastated again as she say.
Moving forward since she is now my gf & soon to be liv in partner she plan to move to new apartment because of the cost & did not want to return to her family. Since i live alone on my new house somewhere in Bulacan just a few kilometers to her apartment I take the initiative if she like she can liv with me. I talk to her mom & tito & affirm that I like to help her by living with me since we love one another. In my mind there is hesitation since there is a question if the girl really loves me (mahal ba ako dahil kailangan ako o kailangan ako dahil mahal ako??. I decided to push with it & let our future decide. I rent a van of my friend at work & pullout her big equipment(sofa, bed, table, cabinets, etc.) & bring it to my house & by next week other things that fitted to my car (clothes, bags, etc.) together with her & her daughter (less 2yrs old at that time).
At work on the time i will go to her place to get her other things to my car she texted me that his exgf (2nd guy)is requesting to talk to her by going to her place (someone from her family tell the guy). I said it's up to her if she want or not but still I will continue with the plan after my work time 5pm up. When I arrived on site I saw her with her exbf in her apartment with her daughter together inside. I only said can I start getting all her things she said yes. Eating my EGO coz i love her i started to get her things & put it in my car. Several things I notice while getting her things, 1st she did not help me nor the guy exbf too they just watch me while im prespiring & sweating carrying all her things to my car. Maybe i reach the 20th time of back & forth still Joanna is just pointing on things i will carry while the exbf is just beside her watching me with no effort helping me. It started to irritate me not on the guy exbf but on my gf or my wife. She treated me as KARGADOR & no show of LOVE to her EXBF that she loves me. I become a smallest guy on earth humiliated by 2 person whom the one I love so much. Still I eat my ego & just tell her I go to her Mom just few blocks away together with her daughter so that left the two of them in th apartment. I tell her Mom that her Exbf is there talking to one another so I need to stay away so they can talk, the Mom got suprised & like to go there right away to talk to her daughter Joanna (why daw did I allow the two of them only there???) On the act of going there Joanna arrived with a guy i know from my work (they have a business deal to buy internet cafe equipment she have). I did not notice the Exbf anymore so after the business transaction we decided to go to my house & arrange all things in my house properly. Notice why helping her arranging all her things her phone keep on ringing & she never bother to pickup the phone. Already on the 20th ring & going to sleep, I tell her why she dont want to pick up the phone, she tell me the guy is urging her to go to a place somewhere in Malolos so that they can talk, the guy is still there waitng for her. I tell her is if she have no plan to talk to him better silent off her cellphone so that her daughter can sleep well, thanks she oblige. On our first day I did not sleep with her i prefer to sleep in the sala instead in the room coz the phone is still light up due to the guy keep on calling her. The next day morning upon going to work I cook rice & noodles for them without me taking any breakfast, goodbye kiss then go to work. In my mind I like to complain in person but I dont have time so I will txt nalang at work. At work I tell her right away (first time I complain without getting angry & without EGO) that is is unfair what they did to me. She should show to her Exbf that she love me by helping me. She said she dont know how to react that day, as 22 I understand but still need to complain so that not to happen again. What I know is she also dont like me to say "Bahala ka kung gusto mo sya kausapin o hindi" she want me to decide yes or no & no hesitation coz she need my advice as a husband. For me it is unfair but because of LOVE i have to let it go & learned from it. She say sorry & shy on what happen.
What I thought is it over already between her & the exbf. I dont know that they are still texting & calling her reason is because she is the ninong of her daughter. I only caught it while sleeping the cp is ringing (maybe she forgot to silent it off) I'm asking her why she dont to pick it up, she say its her exbf calling her. Really mad i want to get out in our room & in our house. I ask her is it only now or its been long time & only caught it now? she say its only now. It's the first time I complain with EGO, already angry already nakaka lalaki na, it's unfair for he is the 2nd guy in our relationship & I as a guy don't want any 3rd party in our relationship. Usually it's the guy having 3rd party in a relationship but now its the 2nd time a guy in our relationship. It has to end it must stop otherwise it will be a bomb exploding in front of us EGO to EGO with no better result.
If you think the wife already learned from her mistake read my next blog...
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